It's A Beautiful Day..

I actually love these kind of posts, the ones where I start off not having any kind of clue of what I'm about to write. I do have one thing to say though.. this weather is absolutely gorgeous! You know when you go outside in chinos or jeans and then two seconds later you're sweltering! That's what I've been like for 3 days, it's kind of starting to annoy me but then I don't want to jinx myself otherwise it will start raining! At this minute in time, I'm sat in my Topshop Sleeveless camel and white vertical striped top and my Aubin and Wills Grey High Waisted Skirt. I do have to say, this has been my saviour this week! I have no picture because well I can't seem to find it on the website! However.. I have been able to wear it with everything because its just plain grey with a elasticated waist and you can wear it at any height that you require. It really is a staple piece in my wardrobe!

^^oh and I've had to wear my hair up so much this week because it's been so hot!

So, I really wanted to blog because I didn't want to have a whole week without uploading or posting, that would end up with me having withdrawal symptoms! 

I know this wasn't long but hopefully gave you a little bit of an update, 

also I just wanted to tell you..

I'm head over heels in love with my estee lauder double wear foundation and also my MAC Haute & Naughty Lash Mascara - one word - AMAZING! :D

I Love You

Jess

x

WHAT'S HAPPENING!?!

No, nothing is properly happening! I just wanted to let you know that I am doing my follow me around vlog's, It's just that the internet is so so so slow here that It's taking me two years to upload an 8 minute vlog! I have edited it and it's sitting here on iMovie waiting to be uploaded for you all to see, however this place doesn't want it to! 

(thought this post was pretty boring without a picture and i thought this one was pretty)

Anyhow... As I was saying, These will be up because I will try later tonight again and maybe in a minute! If they don't work, then I'll have to upload it next week! Sorry my lovelies <3

I Love You

Jess

x

Somewhat Summary...

This will be a bit of a rambly post but bare with me because I have some lovely pictures and nice words to share with you all about how much you all mean to me and how much blogging's changed me!

Just a lickle update to start with.. If any of you watch my YouTube as I know a few of you do, you'll know that at the moment, I'm on holiday in the new forest and supposed to be doing follow-me-around vlogs, I am doing those just going to upload them every other day as then I'll be putting two days into one. Day's 1&2 should be up later tonight! 

 The practical shoes that I decided to wear to the beach, yes- I know, not too good for the beach! Everyone else was practical and wore flip flops but I wanted to exchange the comfort factor for the fashion!

 Me and my little cousin who has featured on here before - Hannah. We were at the beach with everyone as you've all figured out from above and it was a really beautiful day <3

As you can tell.. It really was gorgeous, I don't know who these random people are in the background but I'm sure they'll love to be featured on my blog as you know, it's just so popular (not!)! However, this now brings me onto the next thing in this post..

YOU!

I love you, even if you feel down or alone- I'm always here as a friend or just someone to open up to, I know a lot of you have already emailed me about issues and bits and bobs.. but seriously, I really am an inviting person and will always give you all my absolute support just like you all do for me. On all the posts about my life, youtube and you know what else, all of you have always been there, behind me and it feels so great to have you all there for me! 

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.. 

always remember that <3

Again, I'm sorry for the very random post but I suppose that's what these weekly summaries are all about, ey?

I love you, 

Jess

x

I've Just Been Bitten..

Yeah.. sorry for the cheesy title! However, I'm in love with the revlon just bitten lip stain in passion! Oh My God.. This is so stunning, it's such a wearable bright bright pink and stays on for ages! 

Isn't it just beautiful! I just had to show it to you all because well it's just so stunning! I was just going to get that but then 3 for 2 on revlon spoke to me and told me that I just had to get two other bits but now I wish I would've just got 2 other lipstains! I got..

 revlon colourburst lipgloss in 008 Peony Pivoine

 and again...

revlon colourburst lipstick in 075 Peach 

and again;)...

swatches!

from l-r: just bitten lipstain in passion,

colourburst lipgloss in peony pivoine 

& 

colourburst lipstick in peach

Thank you for reading my lovelies! :D

I Love You, 

Jess, 

x

What I've Brought and My Wishlist...

I'm sat at a family garden party and I am talking, I promise! But.. I want to look like I'm actually doing something and I can hardly grab my camera and start filming a tutorial now can I? 

I thought I'd show you the bits that I've ordered this week and also the bits that I'm really lusting after, It's not all make-up related but I'm sure you'll enjoy reading it! 

I've purchased and waiting for...

 topshop- £30.00

 topshop- £22.50

 topshop-£26.00

topshop- £36.00

topshop- £10.00

debenhams- £25.50

mac cosmetics- fleur power powder blush- £17.00

I know that I'm on project 10 pan, okay?! It's just, next week I'm off to the new forest on holiday and we go with about 20 kids and 7 women.. No Husbands or Men come! So, I wanted to get double wear in my actual colour because I was matched up with outdoor beige, so I brought it and it's the complete wrong colour, I'm actually - Fresco.. Look at the difference..

I know that they're tiny.. but you can still see the difference. The bottom colour is my actual one, the top is the one that is stupidly dark- it doesn't even make me look tan, It makes me look sunburnt! 

And.. With the Mac blush, I had that code for the free Haute and Naughty mascara when you buy something, so I thought that I might as well buy something I want.. A blush! So I promise, there will be no more after this week! 

On to my actual 'Wishlist' on this sunday afternoon...

 I'm saving up for an iPad, I really would like one! I do kind of feel as though I should wait till the iPad 3 comes out though, but I don't want to wait!

 This is for the iPhone 3GS and I have a iPhone 4, it's just annoying because I love this so much! It just won't fit my phone!!

 I'm after a new HG foundation, mac studio fix fluid just isn't cutting it anymore, it cakes too much and doesn't look natural enough. I want to try Nars Sheer Glow and also Nars Sheer Matte.. Hmm.. Stupid project ten pan!

Again.. another thing from nars, the infamous laguna bronzer. I have nothing from nars and I just really want to try some things, they always have such good reviews! Also, I want a to go-to bronzer, I haven't really experimented with bronzers as much as other things and I really would like one to be able to have one that I can just chuck on!

 I want to try, orgasm and deep throat blushes because of the pigmentation and just the fact that it's a nars blusher!

This is well a complete fantasy as I'm no way going to be able to afford this at the age of fifteen, however I'm hoping one day that I will be able to treat myself later on in life!

Hope this was pretty interesting <3

I Love You, 

Jess

Just a Sunday...

 Face

Rimmel Match Perfection Foundation in Ivory 

Benefit Erase Paste in 01 Fair

Benefit Bo-oing Concealer in 01 Fair

Maybelline Superstay 24hr Concealer 

Mac Mineralize Skinfinish in Light/Medium

Mac Wonder Women Blusher in Amazon Princess 

Famous by Sue Moxley Baked Bronzer in Miami 

Eyes

Mac Eyeshadows in All That Glitters, Star Violet and Cork

L'oreal Voluminous Mascara in Carbon Black 

L'oreal Volume Million Lashes in Extra Black 

Lips 

Elf Mineral Lipstick in Cool Coral 

Max Factor Vibrant Curve Lipgloss in Dominant 

top - topshop

undertop - forever21 

chinos - new look 

necklace - accessorise 

Thank you for reading and Thank you to the people that have commented on my video that I posted yesterday and also the blog post about the same subject. 

I Love You!

ALL OF YOU THAT ARE READING THIS- YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME! 

ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT AND ALWAYS, ALWAYS SMILE! <3 

Jess

I Know Theres Sunshine Behind That Rain, I Know Theres Good Times Behind That Pain..

I've been through a lot this week and I've learnt a lot of things, now I feel as though I should share it with the 27 people that are following this, and probably a few more that come across this on the way. People found out about my YouTube this week and well that was just the call for a disaster, it's something I'm extremely passionate about and something that is part of me, but also something that people can easily pick on and take the mick out of. I know a lot of guru's who have had so much stick for youtube that they stopped making videos but I wasn't prepared to let people take half of me away. 

Basically.. Without thinking about it, I subscribed to a channel that a load of boys in my year have created ('madmanolympics'- It's hilarious! Check it out and tell them that I sent you!) and well because they only had a small amount of subscribers, they were clicking on each person who subscribed to them. You can then work out what happened from there yourselves. Later on I got a call from one of my closest boy-friends, who told me that someone had posted this - 'LOL. search jdrmakeup on youtube, lol. do you think she even has a life?!' on formspring. It didn't make me feel the best to be quite honest but he re-assured me that everything would be okay. 

The next day however, I had to go home after I had a reaction to a nutri-grain bar (I have a nut allergy). One of my best-friend's then rang me later to check that I was okay and told me that one person had told my whole english class about youtube, so I wasn't very happy but I did find out who my real friends were - a person who I thought hated me, stuck up for me and said something that has really stuck by me. People that I didn't even know had stuck up for me and People that I thought nicely of just laughed. Truly, that just show's who cares and who doesn't.

In my opinion.. youtube for me is a big thing and something that I love very much. People can tell me that it's stupid and pathetic but I've really seen a different side to myself, a person that wants to achieve something that isn't just grades. I've never felt so strongly about something until this whole opportunity came along and well, it really has changed how I feel about everything. I used to be so judgemental and it's so silly. Who cares if someone is a little overweight, who cares if someone wears something thats not 'in fashion'. Who is to say that someone is not doing the 'right' thing. I used to view everything in a that way, but now It's just opened me up to be a better person.

One person said to me throughout this experience..

'The thing is with you Jess, is that your ready for the world and the only thing holding you back is your age. With sad people trying to make fun of you, life will just be easier for you, so just smile at the haters because they're just jealous that you're going to be going places while they're stuck in this pathetic little world of theirs :) Make this week not a struggle but an opportunity to show people who you really are :) <3' 

Now that, Is what has changed me this week and made me learn that wherever you are and whomever you are with, life is a ball game and to win it you've got to be individual.

I Love You

Jess